HELLO you selfish prick I LOVED YOU as a person for the way he helped changed my life. I try to prove to you all the time that I am working hard at getting a proper job. But it's easy for you to shove money in my hand and say piss off because you have 100 other females to fuck and pay from time to time so what does that matter? SORRY if I want to protect myself from an STD seeing as you only SOMETIMES use protection because you believe you know those other women.
I hope you realised what you have done to me. Maybe seeing your emails was a wake up call to sort out my life. I want to end shit on my terms to. To confess or not to confess? To take the money and walk away or the take the money and say by the way I know about x, y z !