So I did a bit of shopping. Not much in terms of high end items, just some shoes and makeup. But I also realise I don't have to spend it all in order to feel good about myself. Little bits of luxury here and there are fine but for now I need to work on myself, on my image for next year. And that includes how I want people to see me. Men and women but most importantly the professional environment. I have to stop worrying about if I am good enough. I know I am. I am letting my anxiety take over that.