So I didn't fall at today's casting but it would have been better than my embarrassing pause I made right in front of "them". What a dumb ass. How long have I been doing this?! Well I know for sure I am not getting that gig. I'll be eternally broke. Why do I feel like everyone else at these things is better than me? Hey I'm not 5'11 so give me a break ! What is my purpose on this planet?