Dear ... new boy who'd probably gonna fuck shit up

Oh my God, why am I scared of the simple things in life and I go after the dangerous, dumb or immoral shit? This guy likes me, I like him but I'm thinking isn't he 1 or 2 years younger than me and I need someone who can take control. What the heck he could playing me for a fool for all I know. I think I may as well bite the bullet. Sleep with him by the end of next week and move on. As much as I want to be with someone I don't want this kind of someone. He is not ticking particular boxes that I want right now:

* a fuckin beast in bed ( he looks like the "delicate" in bed type)
*working (not in university) like me
* can take me out to places I want to go to
* OLDER than me ... oh my God I need to check his ID.