Dear ... fuck fuck fuck !!!

So I made contact with "the other woman" and hinted that she was not the only one giving away her ass to him and her response is "that's the deal". wow! I guess she knows the game and is playing it well if she can put up with it. I am getting more and more frustrated about this whole situation it's driving me up the wall ! And I can't tell my shrink because she gets on my fucking nerves half the time with her analysis about my life, ugh! The root of all of this is the fact that I am dependant on him financially plus he has access to so many people and places I don't want to fuck it up before I get what I want. So how does one go about changing the rules of the game without upsetting the player ?!


  1. are you with him for money?... too bad.

  2. Here's my advice: make sure you wrap it up before you get down with him ALWAYS. Also, if you're going to remain in this situation, you need to get over him sleeping with other women immediately. Keep your emotions completely in check and stay focused on making his connections your connections so when he's done with you (and that time will come sooner than you think) you are where you need to be. Also, if you're so financially dependent on him, may I suggest you start saving some of that money? Again, when you are served your walking papers (or you decide to serve him HIS) you want to be prepared to take care of yourself. I'm not sure what industry you're trying to get into, but I am a firm believer in being independent. Make sure you always have money for you.

    The Queen of Hearts