When will I get my brig break? I don't fucking know. All I know is, I have to do it on my own and the ones I asked for help and didn't give a shit will remember me when I am famous. Ugh, I need to get away from all this shit. No one understands me. I told a friend a bit about my past relationship with the older guy. My friend practically said, well you know that's like being an escort. Really for 2 and a half years? Whatever man. I have moved on. Gotta keep pushing forward.